you call me selfish and you call me mad
you try to make me believe that i'm bad
i promise, i'm honest, not lying to you
but you make me believe that that's a lie too
you call me selfish and you call me mad
you call me names just to make me feel sad
i promise... don't make believe
make believe, make believe
during all that time
you had been planning
to take me down
to make me take damage
for things that sound
worse than they actually are
i trusted your words
and so did the rest
when it was all a test
testing your subjects
creating disturbance
a literal child as your servant
what is it you want from me?
i think you have lured me in
you call me selfish and you call me mad
you try to make me believe that i'm bad
i promise, i'm honest, not lying to you
but you make me believe that that's a lie too
you call me selfish and you call me mad
you call me names just to make me feel sad
i promise... don't make believe
make believe, make believe
i'm not broken...
...am i?
for the love of god tell me why
gaslit, in panic...
like a rabid dog being hit with a stick
and i don't know your antics
but i'm not alone, i'm not manic
i know you do not want me out of my shell
well fuck you, you can go to hell
what is it you want from me?
you still think you've lured me in
you call me selfish and you call me mad
you try to make me believe that i'm bad
i promise, i'm honest, not lying to you
but you make me believe that that's a lie too
you call me selfish and you call me mad
you call me names just to make me feel sad
i promise... don't make believe
make believe, make believe
make believe, make believe
make believe, make believe
make believe, make believe
make believe, make believe
what is it you want from me?
no, you have not lured me in
because i'm selfish and it drives me mad
my blood is boiling because i'm that bad
i promise, i'm honest, not lying to you
and i bet this time you believe it, don't you?
because i'm selfish and it drives me mad
my blood is boiling because i'm that bad
i promise... i'll make believe
make believe, make believe
make believe, make believe
make believe, make believe
make believe, make believe
make believe, make believe
make believe, make believe
make believe, make believe
make believe, make believe
make believe, make believe
credits
from elektra,
released July 11, 2020
produced by joshua_macks
